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Thursday, February 19, 2009
Been sick for like the past week. I think i was sick last year around this time too. Or maybe it was boo.... mmhmm School is getting more and more hectic. Life is getting more and more fulfilling and.... the finale is getting nearer and nearer. I can feel it coming.... mmhmm yep. I made a horrible mistake when i first booked my flights last night. It was late, i was sick, i was tired, and i was trying to do three things at once. Not a smart choice. I booked it for june 27 and july 30. And when the confirmation screen came on i was like O.< didnt sleep a wink actually. But things will always work out wont they? well i managed to cancel it and book a new one. I'm really such a lucky girl~~ I really think i'm born lucky. You know, its true when people say girls think too much. Girls tend to be too emotional and worry too much. I used to apsssh that statement whenever I hear it but now... I think its pretty true. When i think back now on all the thoughts that ran through my mind when i saw "return: 30 July 2009" on the screen, it seems like i did over-react. My heart was beating so fast and i m just like DOOMSDAY. God. That was the freakiest time ever. Well.... One of the freakiest times. I guess its because we girls have too much at stake dont we? Boys dont care. all they do and sleep and eat and fight (in real life or online watever). Well maybe SOME boys care, but most dont. XP We girls are the ones doing all the worrying. All the insecurities.... All the 'wat if's.... All the 'I hope's... And ultimately, all the 'I wish's. My mom is a typical worrywart. I guess that's why my dad married her while he was still doing his masters. Giving her a peace of mind I guess. Like my mom was telling me about her worries when choosing to go into engineering; a career usually branded as a male's stage. I'm not really that worried frankly speaking. Although I heard there s like 7 girls in a class of 100, I guess I don't really care. But I'm just afraid I will be masked over. It's so tough being a girl. We're like the posts supporting the streetlights. The light bulbs get all the credit but the posts are ignored. Behind every successful man there is a strong women. The man is like the bulb. He shines. But without the post, no matter how bright he is, his achievements wont be as great. Just like a light can shine far and wide because it's high. But it's tough being a guy too... Yeah it is. Badminton tournement coming up in less than 48hours! I should get some rest and hopefully i will get well by then. Oh I will. I'm a lucky girl. X) yidan left a note at 11:32 AM ***
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