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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
The first day I first set foot in Canada. The day a new chapter of my life began. I can still remember that day as clear as ever. That day. And the next And the days after... Time passes so fast doesnt it? Or is it too slow? And Time changes everything. Even things that we dont want to change. It just cant be helped I guess... I no longer eat the same food, do the same things, speak the same way, and live like I used to... Hang arnd the people I used to. I really miss my old life. But I guess there really is no turning back now. And I dont think I really want to. It's like a book. Once u finish a chapter, it's the past, you move on to the next. I may love the past but I dont want it to repeat. There's always a future to look forward to. The future... I fear the unknown so much. I remember so vividly crying in the washroom on the plane... Just sat there and cried and cried... cos I didnt want my dad to see. that feeling... I can still feel it sometimes. I knew it was just as hard for him. He threw away a perfectly well job, a stable life. For my brother and I. I dont want to let him down. Its the same now too... Feel so lazy now. It's like I ve lost all my passion to strive. For anything and everything. Sigh~~~ Maybe I ll post more tmr. 1 year... so fast... yidan left a note at 11:51 AM ***
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