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Sunday, September 09, 2007
But here I am blogging. Sometimes u need to clear out things from ur mind, before you can think clear. Like now for me. Long post; dont bother reading. I m just feeling damn sad. It's just one of those moments where u start thinking: who really cares about me? Those people who claims they are your friend? Really, i really miss my primary school friends. I just cant find any 知心s, you get wat I mean? Oh yar I have loads of friends. Loads: Those to hacks into my annitax2000 email and changed my password the night after i confined that it's my birthdate. Those who turn around and say "erm i think you're overshadowing me with your attention-seeking-ness therefore I would like you to stay away from me." Those who goes "oh I think you're going to hurt me so in order to prevent that, you better stay away from me." Those who thinks "you always tell me jokes and wake me up in class, therefore you should stay and be my friend." Those who says "I feel for you Yidan but I just dont show it thats all." Those who always says "I was busy thats why, now I'm free. But I think I still have smt on..." Those who never realises something is wrong until I scream it right into their face. And they would still be blur and go "so what should I do? What is the real problem? Oh dear, how?" I miss my old pals. Those who can tell smt is wrong even before you say it. Those who talks with me on the phone for hours. Those who can make me laugh when I'm down. Those who arent too busy for me. It's a dog eat dog world. Things always seem to clash and clump together. It's not anybody's fault that my sept hols turn out bad. Really, i m not trying to be sarcastic. It's not anyone's fault i was bored out of my pants one minute and the next I'm struggling with work. It's all just... part of God's plan I guess. Piano exam AND SMP presentation on friday. Rushing through final bits and pieces for the poster. Playing 2hours of piano a day till my hands tremble. And still... Poster screwed, pieces not expressive enough. JPSL/PIT selection camp on wed. Made like 50 phone calls to inform pple abt it and asking for their attendance. Sore throat. Sore mouth. High phone bills. I'm not complaining, cos I m not the only one doing it. Everyone's working hard I knw. And I appreciate that. Thanks everyone. Cousinz coming over on Thursday. Mom made me spring clean the house today. Worked like a house elf for 4 WHOLE HOURS from 10am to 3pm. Packed stuff, sorted stuff, washed floor, washed toilets, wash bedsheets, sort files, clean desks. Everything is SPARKLING clean now. I'm impressed with myself. I've nv seen my house THIS CLEAN before. Well I wasnt the only one working. Mom was busy turning out the rubbish and old stuff and wiping the kitchen. Brother was sorting his toys. (He has ALOT ALOT of toys mind you) Thanks alot, i like my house better now. haha Then there's still SS PT and FAM stuff. Switching between comm.s for FAM really makes me confused. Wat am I suppose to do for this and that?? Oh I think I better go brain-wash myself. Ah... Life will be much better after this week. I hope... There's always hope in life if nothing else. Hope. yidan left a note at 10:04 PM ***
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