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Sunday, April 15, 2007
I've been trying so hard and it's really demoralizing to lose like that. Besides, it's not like the NYGH "elites" were playing. Not that my opponent wasnt good, who am I to judge anyway, but it's depressing to think that there are still pple better. I suck. No, stop telling me I'm good. Cos I'm not. I really wonder, what is it that I've done wrong? Missing trainings perhaps. But who am I to decide? So many things at hand and frankly speaking, CCA aint even suppose to be the priority. Too bad I like judo so much. Is this my limit? Or is it a stitch that I have to freak through? Someone tell me. I'm not being emo, I'm just sad. There s a difference. And he didnt even care. Who'll be there for me? There s a missing piece of my heart. yidan left a note at 7:53 PM ***
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