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Sunday, November 12, 2006
The world is heartless. The people are MORE heartless. Some people are. I hope you know who I'm talking about. Maybe's you, maybe it isnt. It's those people. THOSE people. It's a cold heartless world. The secondary school world. It just wipes smiles off people's faces and turn it hard and cold. It's all about looks, popularity, grades, wealth. It's all about being the best, being the coolest, the most heartless. Zhengyi is right. It's a fake world. It's no use trying to be nice to people. You try asking if they want to go for a concert, and they dont even bother to reply. You cant survive without vulgarities, without good looks, without that STENCH OF MONEY! Being in single-sex school = potential homosexual Going to boys trng = being a despo Smiling = being silly ignorance and vulgarity = cool Get lost man. So what? I should go around glaring at people and giving them the evil eye? Is this the world's definition of being popular? How great. Maybe it's my fault. I shouldn't be here. I should just be that happy little village girl I used to be. What's so bad about living in the country? Why should I be toiling in this heartless city? Call me a loser for all you like. I care not. Don't feel offended, it's not your fault really. It's mine. I shouldnt smile so much. I shouldnt try to make friends with boys. I shouldnt try so hard. I dont belong here anyway. And be happy my dears, I'll be gone soon. Aint that great? I.Give.Up. really I give up. That happiness is only possible, in my dreams. It's like a bubble, that bursts! When I wake up. And it hurts. Don't worry, i m not depressed. It's not use being depressed. yidan left a note at 4:48 PM ***
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