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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
cos RS is officially over. (presentation part) BUT MY MUM SPOILED EVERYTHING! and my dad too. I FEEL SO AWFUL NOW... been crying for the past 2hours since I got home. THEY THINK I SHOULD STOP BLOGGING, STOP MSN, GO HOME STRAIGHT AFT SCH and I can't watch TV, no more than 360 sms a mth, no computer games. I NEED A LIFE OKAY?!?!?! a life other than books, hw, piano, theory, cooking and PTs. IF YOU THINK TURNING ME INTO A SELF-PITYING HERMIT IS GOOD, nerdy, quiet and stony? i m begining to be one already. GO AHEAD! I DON'T CARE! I m going to regret afterwards? I WILL NOT REGRET ANYTHING THAT I VE DONE. i feel like crying again. GET A LIFE! I DON'T JUST WANT TO GO TO A TOP UNI AND BE A NERD! so what if they earn big money and lead slack lifes? I DO WANT TO GO UNI BUT STUDY AINT EVERYTHING! it might have been, in ur times but things change you knw. I NEVER HEAR A WORD OF PRAISE FROM YOU. all i hear are goals and targets and dealines. YET I HEAR YOU PRAISING MY BRO ALL THE TIME he s turning ego, he is. DON'T YOU THINK IT HURTS? I m still human btw. INSENSITIVE! biased parents, boys will always be better than girls rite? IT IS NOT TOTALLY YOUR CREDIT FOR WATEVA I VE ACHIEVED! although you did help. IT WASNT YOU THAT SAT FOR PSLE! so you can't say my result was bcos of you! IT WASN'T YOU WHO PLAY JUDO! so you can't say ur preaching abt balance got me my medals! I PLAY HARD AND STUDY HARD TOO! I m not a wild girl who goes fooling around. I KNOW MY OWN LIMITS! i don't need u setting unreasonable ones for me. I HAVE TRIED SO HARD THIS PAST TERM you didn't see did you? BUT ALL YOU SAW WAS THE SUCKY RESULT! GPA 3.5 so now wat? 4.0? I M JUST PLAIN STUPID HAPPY? i m a useless bum with no life and no nothing. I WISH I CAN JUST GO AWAY! and die. GOOD NIGHT! no one cares, although they say they do. They don't right? Right. yidan left a note at 8:24 PM ***
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