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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
so now, a little down to earth reflection for me. I feel kinda sad you know. It seems like Judo has lost it s attraction. I have nothing to compete for, I have no goals in mind, I have nothing to look forward to, and I really miss seeing him at trainings... Was slacking through training today. Nothing much to do anyway, everyone was just standing around talking and pushing each other. I fell asleep leaning against Jingxian, she s so soft and comfy you know. Anyway I was sitting there, thinking and thinking. What am I doing here? Training. Anything else? No. What for? Duno. And then I fell asleep. (guess I shouldnt have forgotten my morning coffee) Argh. There s just this little voice in my head saying that everyone hates me and just cant be bothered about me. I sux. It just stays there and dampens my mood. GRRR... get lost u stupid hairy monster talking in my head! Wateva. I need a break. I wanna take a vacation to places all over the world. To France... To Germany... To Beijing... To Australia... To anywhere... 3 more weeks till National day wekk holiday. 3 more days till Racial harmony day. oh yar, CAN U BELIEVE MY MOM ACTUALLY BOUGHT A SARI FOR ME TO WEAR ON FRIDAY?! GOSH! It looks pretty ok actually. -.- i m being contradictory. nvm Sheesh... I just realised how much stuff i have to do. Absulotely. settle SL for my group settle CL project plus the usual hw. I think I better start doing them now... Bye. Sigh~ yidan left a note at 9:04 PM ***
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